That is what's going on with me these days! I am totally dreading this 2WW!! Its awful! I mean they know how crazy us infertiles are and then they put us in this 2 weeks of waiting and don't expect us to go crazy?! I have been driving myself AND my hubby crazy! If I'm not asking him"honey~do you have a good feeling about this?" then I'm asking him "Do you think I should just test anyways?!". Poor thing! I seriously have an amazing hubby! With every cramp I'm worrying! Is this normal?! Is this a symptom?! Is this just gas!? What--whats up with the cramping?! And my boobs have been extremely sore too~but ever since the trigger shot they have been. Again..is this normal?! I'm going crazy over here!!
I am currently 9dpIUI. I have been researching,asking around trying to figure out when am I "suppose" to test?! My husband has totally banned me from testing any earlier than 13dpIUI. BUT you know what he doesn't know wont kill him right?! ;) I'm TRYING my hardest not to test. I don't even have a test at home(I am so proud of myself!) I am dying to know if it worked,however I do not want to see a negative!! I will be SO crushed. I find myself wondering why I'm not immune to seeing 1 line or "NOT pregnant". Why would it upset me to see 1 more negative when I have seen almost 2 years of negatives?! It doesn't make sense! Anyways, basically the point of this post was to inform you that....nothing is going on and that I'm driving my hubby up a wall!! :) Totally normal right?! :)
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